Some odd reason I woke up just fine!!! Not feeling tired or bleh….haha. I actually felt refreshed!!! It has been a while since I felt soooo light…..I guess there has been a bunch of weight on my shoulders for months…It kinda feels weird not caring for others right now….I am starting to realize I don’t always need to push myself to help others. Sometimes a break always helps. No matter what happens to me I will continue to be compassionate to others!!! That will never change, I guarantee you that! Weird thing is that I was looking forward to go to work today! Most of the time I am like a robot doing the same routine EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!! Today was different….I was enjoying the customers conversations with me! Man, today was hectic!!! It felt like working on Saturday but in reality its Wednesday…..(Hump day) haha….Sooooo many people came in today! Usually I freak out about it but I was completely calm having fun! Even though I am typing this right now which is almost midnight, I still have a lot of energy left!!!
Earlier today I went to the library to check out some books about Buddhism and the Dalai Lama. I ended up checking out three books! Since I went there around 1 o’clock and check out the books ten minutes later, I decided to read one of the books to kill some time before I go to work! The first twenty pages of the book made me realize there might be a problem with me on how I approach people with their problems! It said to be a compassionate listener (which I am). Another thing is to practice loving speech. I usually give my opinions on both ways, good or bad, guy or girl. I guess I was wrong, maybe giving people what they want to hear will help them, to speak honestly would give them a reality check if they understand what you are saying. I never force people to listen on what I say, it is their choice if they want to or not! I just give out advice and being a friend to them.
Well it is only the first chapter of the book…I got a long ways too go! Stay tuned for the next post after I read for a few hours tonight!
